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Every once in a while I catch my wife telling little white lies. I don't like it but for the most part I've been ignoring them. Usually because they are so small.

Today she told one that im not sure falls into the realm of white lies any longer.

She was recording a podcast with someone who was interviewing her about her profession. She told them that she had been in this profession for ten years, and had a specific specialty for 3 years.

Often she will fudge these amounts of time a little because one can define "begin" in different ways, and it was small differences.

But in this case it was a flat out lie. She has only been in this profession for 5 years max, and had this specialty for barely two of those five.

Now there is no legal requirement for her to be honest about these times, but it is a red flag for me that she lied this much this time.

Im trying to decide if its worth saying something, or if I should just let it go and observe her.

I can understand why this hit you the way it did. For a lot of us who’ve done the work, the "little" lies were never actually little, they were symptoms of a deeper pattern. And when you’ve lived through betrayal, even a small distortion of the truth can make the alarm bells go off. It’s not about the years she claimed. It’s about what it signals.

From my own experience, the shift didn’t happen until I stopped making exceptions for myself. No white lies, no rounding up, no close enough. I had to treat every distortion as information about where I still wasn’t aligned. That’s why I hear your concern here. It’s not the resume detail, It’s the mismatch between her words and her actions, and that’s what you’re reacting to.

Whether you bring it up or observe for a bit depends on what you’re trying to understand. If you’re looking for a pattern, watching can tell you a lot (seems like you're already seeing the pattern). If you’re looking for clarity, a direct conversation can do that too (this would be my choice). What matters is that you don’t gaslight yourself into thinking it’s nothing. It’s something, maybe small, maybe not, but still something.

...it is a red flag for me...

I'm sure it is. You can always ask her why she does it? No need to accuse or chastise. "Honey, I'm curious. Why lie about that?"

Do you think this is a white lie? I don't. If I were a client, employer, or colleague thinking about bringing your wife into a project; this would change my mind. She is lying to double her experience.

My WH used to be a bit of a braggard about his qualifications. It might have fallen into the exaggeration category. We owned a tech business together, and I never understood the purpose of doing that. It was annoying and unhelpful to our business in my mind.

He's the opposite now after the infidelity. It's a quiet confidence. That was an intentional change for him. His encore career is in a trade, licensed and bonded, that he always had an interest. Maybe with a stretch, his PhD relates a little. The overwhelming majority of his clients don't know he has a PhD in engineering or that we had a software company that we sold.

I think of white lies as something different. I guess we are nearly 10 years out now. I struggled much more than he did over white lies after infidelity. I had a very difficult time becoming vulnerable again. It wasn't a problem for me before the infidelity.

My WH resolved to eliminate any lies after infidelity, including openly lying or lies of omission or not being open with his feelings. He did that with almost everyone. I don't remember if it was something said here, reading books, individual therapy, or me saying I would not tolerate any untruth.

White lies to me after infidelity were things like him asking me how I spent my day, and me saying, "Oh you know. I was at work. Whatever project." Yes, I was at work. Maybe I spent an hour crying, another hour looking at phone records, one on surviving infidelity. I just didn't trust to say any of that to him.

Maybe it's hypocritical. If I thought my former WH was lying or not being truthful, I would not say anything to him. I would investigate. If I found something, I would get my financial position straight to be in my favor; and I would divorce. He knows that. It's our agreement. I hate it, but I don't know how else to do this.

White lies that we have eliminated are about small feelings. If I were to ask him if he minds stopping by the store for something, he will tell me if he does. He will ask how important it is to me. I'm the same now. I might forget something he wanted in the store and remember in the parking lot. I'll call or text to ask if it's important. It makes it easier for each of us to ask. Before I might have said I forgot, but I mean I didn't forget at a point where I couldn't go back.

I would have an issue with it. Well, maybe not an "issue" as in make a big deal out of it, but I'd question my wife and ask her why she stretched the truth like that. Maybe say something like "I thought you were committing to radical honesty?"

My wife has been doing just that. With everyone about everything, and it's such a noticeable change. It would eat at me if she fibbed about something now. Even if it was small. I wouldn't make a huge deal out of it, but I'd definitely bring it up and let her know it bothered me.

[This message edited by Pogre at 8:41 PM, Monday, June 29th]

This strikes me as a major lie about relevant qualification and expertise. As you called it: "a flat out lie".

Your wife should know that you don't really appreciate deception.